Life Sacraficed

Life Sacraficed: Jill Janus’s Suicide Exhumed

 
          I sat on this story for a couple of months following Huntress’s lead singer’s death for when dealing with tragedy, reality needs time to be absorbed. Something didn’t sit right instinctually upon learning the news she had committed suicide. For someone who allowed the total exploitation of her life and life story I could certainly see why she would contemplate suicide but had Janus exited this world willingly was my instinctual discernment.

        The road can be fit for a queen, and then shifts to a compact size mirror set for a survivalist.  It’s a tumultuous terrain engraving memories along lines that are paved of endurance and freedom from the grids holding you back in life. Jill Janus was the queen that embarked on flightful nights that took her from coast to coast on the international rock & roll, Heavy Metal twister rollercoaster she custom built for her life. Huntress was born under a crimson moon, and took a leap of faith along with courage the size of her monstrous, octave voice. They swept the nation faster than record-setting lightning speed, and fled all fifty states night by night within a matter of months in support of their album “Spell Eater”. From topless DJ in Brooklyn to West Coast Metal Cover priestess in Chelsea Girls amid her debut album selected from a single tarot card drawn, she sheered the male-dominant metal society with 8 seizing swords after inducting Huntress in metal music playlist’s history along beside her lustful internet modeling career. Ahead of her time and behind the right timing, she took to the reigns in fronting this band in front of stadiums and festivals beside Lamb Of God, Megadeath and Judas Priest. Her personal life plastered for all to read, mock, crticize and render as they please.  An acclaimed occultist, Jill Janus panned out to be a hypocrite on a cruelty-free lifestyle by sponsoring the not so cruelty-free makeup line, MAC cosmetics. Her self-confidence soars over any others that the only mental illness pattern I picked up on was narcissism despite her recent and public admittal of Dissasociative Identity Disorder. Rarely will you find a human being in today’s human populace that hasn’t been affected by modern technology’s hold over personality disorders gripping the  people with little control over their freedom in the first place. The escapism in the internet or music industry has made an increasing alarming awareness in DID that it’s a disconcerning thought that thinking about everyone coming off their high at once, simultaneously.

          Back to my instincts, whether she took her own life or it was sacrificed by her very own identity remains a mystery to the fans and onlookers. An unequal pivotal point is faced for women in metal history from this point forward when very little women even make history, even. May her afterlife be a reminder of this newly coined mental illneass as yours and others’ power struggles present danger for the self-absorbed several lack the courage to even admit with or without their online persona permission. Her band mates were too quick to jump the gun when the news surfaced across the internet Jill Janus did indeed willingly permit. This world through bloodshot eyes may appear as a hell to overcome lest find your own unique way out of. Jill found her way out of one thing, the hearts of all her fans if indeed there is more to the story than meets your bloodshot eyes with.